Red Handed

Ahh As i was watching the beauty of the stars. Clouds of smoke filled the air. Felt the unseenable wind. Got caught smoking by dad at 3.40am.

Dad: Muhd Rashid what are you doing?
Me: huh?~ Oh Nothing *flick the ciggs off*
Dad: *walks off*
Me: *keep watching the stars without even looking back*

Felt soooo paiseh~~~~~ But still dad acted really cool about it. How cool is that? Hahaha. Still I can't take advantage of that. Need to do some catching up with my sec classmates. Goreng. Hahaha. Sounds gay. k no lah. Juz wanna hear how he's JC life is like.

Malaysia part 2

3am i managed to sleep. I was left behind by mom when they all went shopping near Shah Alam shopping mall as i was fast asleep. Got a bloody scar on my back due to my clumsiness. Thanks Pak Hitam for the stay. Along and Angah for letting me ride ur bike. Left around 1pm at Shah Alam and headed to Seremban to meet my so called Best 2nd generation Cuz when i was young. Balqis. Always used to race bicyce with her. Now I think She can even ride a bike while I can't. Haizz So Gay. It's been long since but she werent at home. Studying in University in Malaysia now 18 years old. His dad always called me Lachid and i Dunno why. Ahah

Went to Nek Lang's house. Kampong Style. Lalangs, Chickens, Cats, Mosquitoes. Still i do love the kampong life. Soooo peaceful. Her lauk lemak chilli padi was superb! Ate about 4 drumsticks. Stuffed. Checkout for monkeys nearby but there were none. I browsed through the 1980s when my mom and dad juz married. Wow My mom looks soooo gorgeous and my Dad Handsem. Hahaha. Sudah Jodoh nak katekan.

Lastly we went to Angsana at JB for shopping. Steady. I like going shopping with my 2nd bro. He's good and fast at picking nice Shirts and jeans. Damn He's good. So much for buying high branded stuff hahaha. Alright at Levi's Store. I was browsing on the jeans. There were like 5 Malaysian Chick's staff in a small Levi's store. So many staff? I felt really nervous but acted cool till one of them came to me and asked.

Chick 1: Wah ni rambut buat nyer ke atau memang gitu?
Me: Ni memang gitunyer

Then, the other 4 crowded around me. I felt like leaving the store and my brother can even tease me. Hahaha. Another said.

Abg Samir: Ish Acik Handsem nyer.
Tak perlu eh! Hahaha
Chick 2: Dah ade calon ke belom ni?
Me: Ish takdelah. maner ade.
Chick 3: Tu calon kat sebelah tu ade
Me: *looks*
Chick 4: *look at me* ape korang merepek ni *smile*
Me: * smile *
Chick 4: *Walks off*

Paiseh or what sia. When my mom came in, they all scattered as if nothing happenned. Okay so in the end i bought a new jeans and wave goodbye to all of them. But wow chick 4 is hot. 18 years old summore. She looks like in her 20s. ok W0W.

Journey home. 3 hours of jam at Woodland checkpoint. Reached home. satisfied. Smuggled only 2 packs. Hahahaha. Glad to be home.

Looks like The O.C house. Cik Halim's house in JB



Pak Hitam's house in Shah Alam. Along, Angah, Aishah, Efi.



2nd Bro cooking BBQ Lamb



Semua Lepak






Abah jugak paling relek



Mak




Along ngan Aishah


Rumah Nek lang







Posing Sikit ah!





Sceneries there











5 kotak rokok. Share Bro Samir and me


Picture of the day. Mak ngan abah

Malaysia

2.48am. Shah Alam. Hungry. Ate like alot of lambs but still am hungry. Steady monday is holiday. *Vesak Day*. Its actually Deepavali. I could rest the whole day at home i guess. That depends. Im quite worried I could not get to smuggle in Ciggs and I don't think so as I don't want to bring any problems to dad.

I think i would like to retake English O's again. This time with more effort put in. Unlike effortless me. Ready to buy books and ready to start off serious lesson 2nd week of poly. Friends who still need help in maths juz contact me. I'll be available. Anything juz text or call.

Say im in Malaysia so I'll make up something random. Hahaha

Mentari memanggilku ke sana
Hujan melimpah kekayaan
Tetapi pedih jika terdengar Oh Rozana
Apa-apa yang terjadi adalah serpihan
Kehidupan adalah dicecah panah
Impian sukar untuk menjadi kenyataan

Jikaku lihat wajahmu kali kedua
Sukar untukku menafikan yg Kolah serpihan hidupku
Hingga ke manaku melarikan diri tetap ko ada di sana
Teringat kembali kisah silam yg ku lalui
Ko sahajalah yg ada di pangkuanku
memberiku semangat, harapan untuk
mengetahui apa itu eri kehidupan.

Hahaha Ni random. Takmo pikir bukan2 lak.
Kelanteh~ Anak Malaysia. Padehal Anak Singopuro. ( kelanteh accent )

First week in 2nd Sem

Monday
5 hours of sleep
Alot of new subjects
Slept at Computer Programming
Went to study at airport

Tuesday
English O's at East View Sec alone
Met Taufiq and Razmeer. Guide me to the class.
The paper was quite depriving. Mau the Cat. Pharaoh. Fortune, good luck and bad luck
Composition was alright.
Slacked with Faiz and Afiq at nite.
Watched MANU vs Celtic which MANU won 3-0! Steady!

Wednesday
3 Hours of sleep
Stoned
ended at 1pm
Gym with Chong and Faiz
Home
Nap
Blogging
Slack throughout the night again

I can't get hold of my sleeping time properly this week. I hope things will change starting next week onwards. Not adapt to sleeping early yet.

Interests me

Another day of Hari Raya with old express class. Start off at 9.30am. Atiqah called me to wake me up. Hahaha Thanks but i went back to sleep and managed to get back up 20mins later. Met the girls at Pasir Ris interchange at 10.45am. I was actually punctual? Hahahaha. Not really. We went to Faiz house again. Mujahid was always the first one as expected and the most punctual one. Wait for the rest, Black, Min, Ismael and bla3.

All the guys decided to bring an umbrella each to prepare ourselves before rain comes. But at the end of the day not even a single drop of rain falls instead the bright sunlight shines at us throughout the day. We went to random houses seriously. Hahaha. Saturday every family gone out. Its weekend anyway.

Took pictures with friends. The picture of the day is still Helina and me. Hahaha okay kidding because helina got a boyfriend already. Jokking only. It was quite enjoyable day actually.

Did some project with Dormat only both of us knows. Chilled... and things that are new to us we understand and learn from it. Mistakes made from the past, problems, situation and all. I'd like to say thanks to the matured going 19 year old lady. Hahaha.

I'm still not ready for the New World that are far ahead of me. So, I'll prepare myself through, learn and study each individuals, books and alot more. 17 is the new era yes. 18 is coming soon in less than 8 months. So we juz need to grow up yes. =)
Adios amigos. Bed's calling me

Get back to business

Alrite whatever yesterday happened was false alarm. I assumed too fast and thought too much. K whats past is past. K moving on. Its been 2 works since i last work at Mak's place and today was alrite. Again working alone without Mujahid and Mamat. Fong a.k.a Chinaman taught me some chinese and we tried to communicate. kewl or what and I taught him how to make an origami crane. He was * Wah!! xia xia *. Handled the drink counter till 11pm with Fong. Didnt overtime as im plain lazy and someone said that I dont need to overtime. Jyeah. Azhar dah naik pangkat sehhh. Dah leh pakai PDA amek order. Hahaha. takmo stress2 chill ah. Hahahha

Im going to try to manage my time properly. Balance between school, work and slack. so yeah. I think its gonna be alright. At any time anything goes wrong. Bye2 Mak's place. Wah dah lamer tak contact lina tah2 dier tegur ehk? tak expected tol. Ingat dah ade matair luperkan kwn lamer dier. Hahahhaa

English O lvl? Bo La Sa lah. hahahaha macam paham. I juz need to practice abit more comprehension to smoothen my understanding. For composition, I think i need to focus on the topic that im good at and yeah. Letter writing. Jialat Die!.
Whatever.

Ok tomorow gonna jln raya with last year express student. Im looking forward to meet them espacially someone lah kan. Mujahid knows who ahahhaha. Old Crush nak katekan. Huhuahua. whatever it is i need to wake up at 9.45am which I think I can't. Seseorang kejutkan aku esok. Maseh!

Next week Raya at Malaysia. Lazy sia. But I can buy ciggs there. See how it goes yeah. If in any case I don't go Msia. cuzz house standby ah. Aku serbu dulu. Kalau tak aku serbu rumah Fahmi hahahaha. Tak tau malu sak. hahaha k End my post here

Yesterday's Mechatronic/Maskot/Poly Raya.

Farah Sebok Budak NYP. Hahahaha Kidding.








Eeee Ariff, Black... Hahaha


Kencing sempat buat circle

The Grass was much greener on the other side

Started off with Hari Raya at 4pm with TP students actually Mechatronics student cuz Black is there too. Hahah. Meet at Faiz's house and move on to Faz's house. Steady or what his mom bought us 2 regular pizza. Thanks. That really filled me up. Move on to my house. Ahwile. And moved on again to other house. But in the end, we went only like 3 house cuz most of them are unavailable.

Aside from that, we did crazy stuff. Ariff disturbed a Bangla till he chased us but luckily we boarded the bus. HAHAHA. Black punched a taxi and the taxi driver horned at us and again we were chased. Hahah. Almost to the end, met Michelle my Secondary School classmate. My is she hot. Hahaha. From pasir ris to Bedok.

Otw home. All by myself. A loner. but whatever. Chilled near my block there to watch the full moon and catch the cool breeze. Met Wak, Katak and Syam. chat and talked. Went home

Guilt starts from here on. Brag? Nahh.. Chill.. Juz plain guilt which i hate. I'll apologise but at the end of the day its up to the person to make his/her decision. Whoever's reading this. Im sorry. What more do I have to say. Chill. Someone juz told me that the grass was much greener on the other side. Ill juz have to live with this guilt till im forgiven. Worth it or not that juz depends. Ahah. Emo or what.

Life goes on. Steady b0r. School's starting. Timetable is freaking me out. NO FUCKING CDS. So what? I can't learn JAP? sigh..Another failure to learn what i want. I think I'll end my nite here. Going out again to catch the cool breeze. Jyeah!~ Im Cool. 3.42am.

Preparations

Tongue is still in pain. Ulcer. Can't wait to get back to school or maybe not. That depends. English is really pain in the ass. 1 week to do like 89327492 compres. I am not shocked to see another C for my english O lvl paper. Im still not ready for the Singapore Youth Flying Club that my father keeps on blabbering about. Nani. I will be taking a new language called Japanese. By late December I'll be able to speak japanese. Random or what

When ur painted black
I can see you black
When ur painted white
I can see you white
When ur painted love
I can see your love dissipitate from the bottom of your heart

I must keep myself motivated Jyeah!~
It's gonna start a busy period starting from now onwards with friends.
Studies, Work, School. Going solo again this week.
Aite nites!~

Once in a blue moon

Tuesday
Went Rayaing with friends. There are 2 parties. Bedok West Primary and Damai Secondary. Theres a Clash~ but its all sorted out. Went out with the BWPS first till 8pm at and at my house then, I changed party joining the DMSS. Raya till 12am. *Summarised*
DMSS


Syafiq Sani








Today
Mom's birthday and i totally forGOT!~ Thanks Abg Samir for reminding me. Plan??
Town!~ Jyeah!~ Was late to meet Mujahid, Black, Faiz and Lut. Promised at 1pm but i reached at 1.40pm. We called it Janji Melayu. Met them at BK TM. The rest ate while waiting for Muhaimin. He reached around 3pm. We head down to Marina Square instead of Town each with their own items in their minds. Before we even buy anything at Marina Square, Jaid already bought a new Levi's jeans at TM.

RipCurl, A pair of slippers really catches my eye and it cost like $65. A slipper for $65? Jyeah~! Expensive or what!~ Ok juz window shop first. Lut bought a new Nike cap. Min, Mujahid and Faiz were down in hopes as there were no size for the adidas slippers. At the same time, Big Bro told me to buy a cake at Swensen for Mom's birthday. He and his girlfriend. tsk3... save his trouble. For Mom right. Sanggup2.

After 2nd round of BK meal in Marina Square. Decided!!~ Bought the new pair of REEF slippers. Chey slipper baru!~ dah macam orang kayO. Black and Faiz headed to Paya Lebar to Karoke!~ too bad i cant join. The rest went to Bugis street. Bought Blackforest cake in Bugis Junction and ok by 8pm reached under the block. waited for Big Bro!~ BAIK KEPE 30min tunggu!! banyak nyer kol 8. Went Hari raya



Adikku yg terpaling irritating/cute


2nd Bosh bro


Bosh Bro






And Happy 47 birthday Noriah Bte Mohammad. My beloved mom. You're always strict. I understand you want ur sons to succeed in life and not be *Hantu Setan*. Understand Understood. You scold your sons to make us disciplined. You want us to be happy. You want us to be the breadwinner of the family. So in 47 years of living, I think this is the first time we 4 boys bought u a cake and its like once in a blue moon. I'm Sorry for what mistakes i've done. The lying, The Ciggs smell when i come home, not cutting my hair and being rude to u sometimes. I love you Mom!~ Jyeah!~